Davy giggled. "Laying her sometime with less clothing on."
He knew that was on Sven's mind even if he was respectful enough to not push. If he was honest, Davy had that on his mind too though he wasn't ready to act on it yet.
"That's not what I like about you." Davy was serious and leaned into Sven to cuddle. He was really starting to feel much more for Sven than he was ready for.
Images of Davy naked with his black hair against his bare shoulders was an erotic sight for Sven, who had been imagining it most nights back in his own bed. That and having the boy under him all sweaty and panting after sex.
"Alright, then let's be serious. What is it that you like about me?"
Sven stroked Davy's cheek and was genuinely curious.
Davy buried his face against Sven, worried that this might bring up bad memories that would show on his face.. or worse.. that he might cry.
"That you respect what I want." Davy shrugged. "And you don't treat me like shit for it or like I'm some kind of broken person."
It's an honest answer devoid of any of the sass or brattiness. The words are soft, nearly afraid though Davy is trying to crush the negative emotions down."I've never woken up to you trying to force me into anything."
Sven held the boy close, like he often did when Ulrik cried about losing their parents or when he had a bad dream. It was good that Davy was being honest with him because the emotion was there, raw and wanting out. The Swede gently kissing Davy's forehead as he spoke.
"I understand and no I will never treat you like shit or think you are a broken person. Nobody is a broken person no matter how different they are or what views they have on life. You mean a lot to me, Davy."
The blond gently stroking Davy's arm with his hand.
Davy wasn't crying and he wouldn't, not in front of anyone else, especially Sven. He did melt into that hug.
"You're one of the few." Davy was honest because Sven had been, always. Not only in his words but also his actions. "Here, I'm a wierdo for being a rockstar who won't sleep with all the women throwing themselves me."
In some instances Davy knew it hurt his band's ability to make certain things happen. He felt it acutely that his desires injured his bandmares and it added guilt to already feeling like an outcast.
"You're not a weirdo, Davy. Just because you don't sleep with every woman who lives and breathes. Groupies or whoever. Nearly everyone on our tour hates screaming groupies and hardly any of them have slept with them. Most would rather slap them or shove them away. I don't even find women attractive at all."
Sven didn't know if he was helping or not but he was telling it how it was with the tour. Everyone had their significant other and most were boys dating boys with the few exceptions who had girls.
"Don't ever feel like an outcast or pressured into something you don't want. I won't let that happen."
The Swede kissing Davy's ear and holing him close.
"You don't live here." The words came out harsher than Davy had intended but it was the bottled up emotions trying to escape. "We have been told that we wouldn't get far here unless we were more like Joey... and it's been true."
This was his lived experience and he shrugged. "Men, women.. they've both been assholes enough." Davy dated both and they had thier own ways of treating him like shit for being slow to open up and slow to get in bed.
"True but we've been living here and touring around the country so have some idea of what goes on. Also, Rekker has told us a lot about the glam scene and it's darker side. Fuck what everyone thinks and expects of you. Live your life the way you want to live it, sweetie."
Sven didn't believe that City Charms should act like sluttish whores to gain fame. It should be on their musical talent that excels them.
"You're a great band I don't believe you have to act like fucking whores to get there. Fuck that. You can play and Syn can sing. Everyone else is talented too. I believe in you and so does everyone else I know."
"Yeah.. living my life has put me in the hospital." That wasn't a lie either. "For awhile i.. I thought I could just let people do whatever."
That had gone bad as far as the guitarist's mental health and he'd never really addressed it, barely talked about it.
"You tell that to the promoters that are trying to get us to pay for record deals with our band members." That was an ugly truth of the band being young and seemingly vulnerable. It was also part of the reason Davy lost his cool over older men and his bandmates. It was too much and he wasn't mature enough to handle all of it professionally. Sometimes it was down to harsh words and face slaps to important people. He'd burned some bridges over this.
"I'm sorry, cutie. No one should have to go through any of this total bullshit. If you are talking about what I think you are then whoever it is put you in hospital---better not be near where you live."
Sven would fucking murder the bastard. If anyone hurt any of City Charms they'd have the backing of several pissed off and murder-crazed band members from the tour. Fuck those assholes.
"I know about record promoters. Some can be fuckheads and I've dealt with those back in Sweden. Working as a model and prostitute was the hardest, selling myself just to get food on the table for myself and my baby brother when we lost both our parents."
"I see him all the time." Davy admitted but he knew not to tell Sven because it would be a fight. However, he did think the Swede deserved to know.
He pulled Sven closer and frowned. "I think my mother did the same before she got sick."
Davy had never been sure since he was young and he never asked but he assumed, especially as an adult looking back on it. Instead of sympathy, though he had that too, Davy felt a wave of jealousy rush through his whole body. He'd be horrible to anyone making any sort of moves on the Swede, especially now. Davy didn't say anything but scooted up to press a long, loving kiss to the singer's lips. He didn't care that he'd been a prostitute or anything else. He trust him and that meant a lot.
Sven just frowned, feeling anger boil up inside of him knowing this guy was still somewhere in the city and Davy saw him all the time, so he just said.
"What is he? An ex? Sounds like a fucking asshole if he's the one who put you in hospital. If I ever meet him I'll put him in hospital."
The Swede was deadly serious and sighed. Fuck all the bastards. Davy didn't deserve any of this crap, nor did any of City Charms, so now they'd be protected from bastards. Sven kissed the guitarist back and managed a smile.
"I don't know that we were dating... I've spent more time with you than I did him." Davy didn't even know really. They'd made out a few times backstage, tipsy, but they weren't a couple that he knew of unless the other guy thought they were. "You will meet him, probably. He's in another band and plays the same clubs we both do and he still comes to our shows."
Davy had learned to ignore the fear and other emotions that came with constantly seeing the person who assaulted him. He didn't have a choice most of the time.
"I can take care of myself." Davy could and had for such a long time. He was more or less an adult the moment his father walked out on them. He did have some thoughts kicking around especially now that he heard that anger in Sven's voice and considering how upset and jealous he'd become over the woman the night before.
"Are we dating?" The question came out and Davy wanted to know what Sven was thinking. For himself, he didn't know exactly how he felt but he wasn't against the idea for sure.
"If I do then I'll beat the fucking crap out of him."
Sven's words coming out stern and angry because this fucker nearly killed Davy. Fuck him. That was assault and he should be in jail, let alone walking about as a free man allowed to do what the fuck he wanted. A predator. The Swede was annoyed and angry that this guy had attacked Davy.
"I know you can. I've just looked after my brother for so long it's built into me. Also looking after some of the other prostitute boys I worked with, from assholes like your ex. I hate bullies."
As for the last question, Sven didn't expect Davy to ask it. Were they?
"I think we are? I mean I like you and we're cuddling so, yes?"
"He's not going to tell you." Davy rolled his eyes because he hated this subject and Sven was being unreasonable, in a way. Not that Davy faulted him for it. Davy had a go at one of Joey's exes in the past too.
"That's what I do." Davy watched over his band and his own mother. He wasn't built for it but it was what he did.
Davy started to laugh. "If "I like you and we're cuddling" means dating then half my band is dating Fredrik and Mikkel." It was an amusing thought but the four younger boys did hang out a lot. Davy could easily imagine all four of them since Sam and Syn snuggled sometimes and Fredrik and Mikkel certainly did. However, that was platonic.
"I don't think you'd want me with anyone else." Davy smiled a little. Davy had probably made it quite clear in all those upset texts earlier that he was ragingly jealous and possessive over the Swede at this point, partially out of fear that he'd leave. "We can but... I try to keep things private in the scene. Too many people bother me about things."
Davy was private when it came to any sort of romantic intimacy. A friendly hug in public was one thing, even holding hands, but kissing or making out wasn't something he'd do in public.
"If he ever comes up to me or approaches you at a club then he'll wish he hadn't."
Sven didn't want to talk about it anymore because it was pissing him off thinking about his guy roaming free around LA after what he did to Davy. The law was total fucking bullshit. Sighing, Sven forced any negative thoughts from his mind and kissed Davy's lips.
"No, it's more than just cuddling. I'm falling in love with you, Davy. Jealous of people around you who might want you for their own. I'm fine with keeping our relationship out of the public eye. The media are fuckheads."
The Swede was easy to work with whatever Davy felt comfortable with.
"They've been wanting me for years." Davy sighed heavily and the tartiness was back. He hated the way people chased after him. Propping himself up on his elbow, laying on his side while facing Sven he started to laugh. "Of course you want to stay behind closed doors."
He purposefully tickled Sven's stomach. He's not particularly tired and now that he and Sven are relaxing together a lot more of his romantic and playful side are coming out than they do in public.
"They can't fucking have you because I've got you now."
Sven shot a devious look towards Davy as he giggled from the stomach tickle, squirming slightly before launching himself at the guitarist, tickling his sides and kissing his neck while rolling on top of the boy. No bastard would harass or upset the prissy princess, not while Sven was there.
"OH! You think you own me now." Davy was full into being a prissy tart but it was a joke as he laughed from watching the Swede squirm. The laughter came harder when he was pushed over on his back. The tickling didn't effect him because his sides weren't really ticklish but those kisses did have him wiggling around under the singer for a whole other reason. The laughter turned to a groan of pleasure.
"Annoying bastard." Davy threw those words out between gasps as he grabbed on the Swede. He's still horny from earlier even if they'd had some time to cool off.
"I'm your boyfriend now, aren't I? That means I get to do this."
Sven laughed and began kissing Davy under his ear then down his neck to his chest, peppering kisses and giggling as he stopped at the guitarist's navel. Looking up he offered a sly wink and then kissed the boy's belly button. Those groans---they still did things to the Swede.
"You were before you were." Davy couldn't think straight because those kisses had the guitarist squirming and gasping. This isn't ticklish at all but arousing and Davy can't resist.
"You're such a dirty bastard." Davy grabbed on the Sven's hair and started tugging. He wanted another kiss.
"Yeah, I've been told before that I'm a dirty bastard. You like that I am though, sweetie."
Sven moved back up Davy's body to kiss him passionately, thrusting his tongue inside and groaning. Fuck! This was so hot---the singer couldn't help but to do more but he knew he couldn't. Not yet. So, he stroked along Davy's chest and belly with his palm then rested his head on the boy's chest.
Davy pulled Sven in and opened his mouth to the Swede. Davy was in a similar situation, horny but he wasn't comfortable enough to get naked. He leaned in and started kissing on Sven's chest.
"You've been trying since Joey sent you with a drink." He grinned, legs spreading around Sven's leg and he couldn't resist the urge to press against him which shoved his thigh between the singer's legs too.
Sven gently bit Davy's earlobe as he began to grind slightly against that thigh now shoved between his legs. Fuck---that felt good. The Swede getting harder, knowing his might come in Joey's shorts if he got too aroused. He couldn't fuck the guitarist so maybe they'd grind against each other.
"You could tell it was Joey sending me with that drink?"
It wasn't exactly subtle but it still caused Sven to giggle.
The ear bite had the guitarist groaning, head falling back and body arching up under the Swede. Davy's hard, horny and needs to get off. It's been awhile since he'd let anyone in and now his suppressed, high sex drive was coming back in a hurry.
"I saw him give it to you." Davy was watchful and even in a busy club things rarely went unnoticed. He can't keep his mind on that night though with Sven grinding on his leg. He meets the pace and presses himself against Sven's leg even harder than he was because he needs the friction. He's starting to feel desperate and bites down gently on Sven's shoulder.
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Date: 2023-03-20 08:21 pm (UTC)He knew that was on Sven's mind even if he was respectful enough to not push. If he was honest, Davy had that on his mind too though he wasn't ready to act on it yet.
"That's not what I like about you." Davy was serious and leaned into Sven to cuddle. He was really starting to feel much more for Sven than he was ready for.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:09 pm (UTC)Images of Davy naked with his black hair against his bare shoulders was an erotic sight for Sven, who had been imagining it most nights back in his own bed. That and having the boy under him all sweaty and panting after sex.
"Alright, then let's be serious. What is it that you like about me?"
Sven stroked Davy's cheek and was genuinely curious.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:12 pm (UTC)"That you respect what I want." Davy shrugged. "And you don't treat me like shit for it or like I'm some kind of broken person."
It's an honest answer devoid of any of the sass or brattiness. The words are soft, nearly afraid though Davy is trying to crush the negative emotions down."I've never woken up to you trying to force me into anything."
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:18 pm (UTC)"I understand and no I will never treat you like shit or think you are a broken person. Nobody is a broken person no matter how different they are or what views they have on life. You mean a lot to me, Davy."
The blond gently stroking Davy's arm with his hand.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:28 pm (UTC)"You're one of the few." Davy was honest because Sven had been, always. Not only in his words but also his actions. "Here, I'm a wierdo for being a rockstar who won't sleep with all the women throwing themselves me."
In some instances Davy knew it hurt his band's ability to make certain things happen. He felt it acutely that his desires injured his bandmares and it added guilt to already feeling like an outcast.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:32 pm (UTC)Sven didn't know if he was helping or not but he was telling it how it was with the tour. Everyone had their significant other and most were boys dating boys with the few exceptions who had girls.
"Don't ever feel like an outcast or pressured into something you don't want. I won't let that happen."
The Swede kissing Davy's ear and holing him close.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:36 pm (UTC)This was his lived experience and he shrugged. "Men, women.. they've both been assholes enough." Davy dated both and they had thier own ways of treating him like shit for being slow to open up and slow to get in bed.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:39 pm (UTC)Sven didn't believe that City Charms should act like sluttish whores to gain fame. It should be on their musical talent that excels them.
"You're a great band I don't believe you have to act like fucking whores to get there. Fuck that. You can play and Syn can sing. Everyone else is talented too. I believe in you and so does everyone else I know."
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:45 pm (UTC)That had gone bad as far as the guitarist's mental health and he'd never really addressed it, barely talked about it.
"You tell that to the promoters that are trying to get us to pay for record deals with our band members." That was an ugly truth of the band being young and seemingly vulnerable. It was also part of the reason Davy lost his cool over older men and his bandmates. It was too much and he wasn't mature enough to handle all of it professionally. Sometimes it was down to harsh words and face slaps to important people. He'd burned some bridges over this.
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Date: 2023-03-20 09:50 pm (UTC)Sven would fucking murder the bastard. If anyone hurt any of City Charms they'd have the backing of several pissed off and murder-crazed band members from the tour. Fuck those assholes.
"I know about record promoters. Some can be fuckheads and I've dealt with those back in Sweden. Working as a model and prostitute was the hardest, selling myself just to get food on the table for myself and my baby brother when we lost both our parents."
That was the hardest time in Sven's life.
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Date: 2023-03-20 11:22 pm (UTC)He pulled Sven closer and frowned. "I think my mother did the same before she got sick."
Davy had never been sure since he was young and he never asked but he assumed, especially as an adult looking back on it. Instead of sympathy, though he had that too, Davy felt a wave of jealousy rush through his whole body. He'd be horrible to anyone making any sort of moves on the Swede, especially now. Davy didn't say anything but scooted up to press a long, loving kiss to the singer's lips. He didn't care that he'd been a prostitute or anything else. He trust him and that meant a lot.
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Date: 2023-03-21 11:43 am (UTC)"What is he? An ex? Sounds like a fucking asshole if he's the one who put you in hospital. If I ever meet him I'll put him in hospital."
The Swede was deadly serious and sighed. Fuck all the bastards. Davy didn't deserve any of this crap, nor did any of City Charms, so now they'd be protected from bastards. Sven kissed the guitarist back and managed a smile.
"I'll look after you."
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Date: 2023-03-21 11:56 am (UTC)Davy had learned to ignore the fear and other emotions that came with constantly seeing the person who assaulted him. He didn't have a choice most of the time.
"I can take care of myself." Davy could and had for such a long time. He was more or less an adult the moment his father walked out on them. He did have some thoughts kicking around especially now that he heard that anger in Sven's voice and considering how upset and jealous he'd become over the woman the night before.
"Are we dating?" The question came out and Davy wanted to know what Sven was thinking. For himself, he didn't know exactly how he felt but he wasn't against the idea for sure.
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Date: 2023-03-21 12:04 pm (UTC)Sven's words coming out stern and angry because this fucker nearly killed Davy. Fuck him. That was assault and he should be in jail, let alone walking about as a free man allowed to do what the fuck he wanted. A predator. The Swede was annoyed and angry that this guy had attacked Davy.
"I know you can. I've just looked after my brother for so long it's built into me. Also looking after some of the other prostitute boys I worked with, from assholes like your ex. I hate bullies."
As for the last question, Sven didn't expect Davy to ask it. Were they?
"I think we are? I mean I like you and we're cuddling so, yes?"
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Date: 2023-03-21 12:16 pm (UTC)"That's what I do." Davy watched over his band and his own mother. He wasn't built for it but it was what he did.
Davy started to laugh. "If "I like you and we're cuddling" means dating then half my band is dating Fredrik and Mikkel." It was an amusing thought but the four younger boys did hang out a lot. Davy could easily imagine all four of them since Sam and Syn snuggled sometimes and Fredrik and Mikkel certainly did. However, that was platonic.
"I don't think you'd want me with anyone else." Davy smiled a little. Davy had probably made it quite clear in all those upset texts earlier that he was ragingly jealous and possessive over the Swede at this point, partially out of fear that he'd leave. "We can but... I try to keep things private in the scene. Too many people bother me about things."
Davy was private when it came to any sort of romantic intimacy. A friendly hug in public was one thing, even holding hands, but kissing or making out wasn't something he'd do in public.
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Date: 2023-03-21 12:39 pm (UTC)Sven didn't want to talk about it anymore because it was pissing him off thinking about his guy roaming free around LA after what he did to Davy. The law was total fucking bullshit. Sighing, Sven forced any negative thoughts from his mind and kissed Davy's lips.
"No, it's more than just cuddling. I'm falling in love with you, Davy. Jealous of people around you who might want you for their own. I'm fine with keeping our relationship out of the public eye. The media are fuckheads."
The Swede was easy to work with whatever Davy felt comfortable with.
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Date: 2023-03-21 12:47 pm (UTC)"They've been wanting me for years." Davy sighed heavily and the tartiness was back. He hated the way people chased after him. Propping himself up on his elbow, laying on his side while facing Sven he started to laugh. "Of course you want to stay behind closed doors."
He purposefully tickled Sven's stomach. He's not particularly tired and now that he and Sven are relaxing together a lot more of his romantic and playful side are coming out than they do in public.
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Date: 2023-03-21 12:55 pm (UTC)Sven shot a devious look towards Davy as he giggled from the stomach tickle, squirming slightly before launching himself at the guitarist, tickling his sides and kissing his neck while rolling on top of the boy. No bastard would harass or upset the prissy princess, not while Sven was there.
"Prissy Princess."
The words whispered into Davy's ear.
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Date: 2023-03-21 01:03 pm (UTC)"Annoying bastard." Davy threw those words out between gasps as he grabbed on the Swede. He's still horny from earlier even if they'd had some time to cool off.
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Date: 2023-03-21 10:19 pm (UTC)Sven laughed and began kissing Davy under his ear then down his neck to his chest, peppering kisses and giggling as he stopped at the guitarist's navel. Looking up he offered a sly wink and then kissed the boy's belly button. Those groans---they still did things to the Swede.
"You're a sexy cutie."
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Date: 2023-03-21 10:23 pm (UTC)"You're such a dirty bastard." Davy grabbed on the Sven's hair and started tugging. He wanted another kiss.
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Date: 2023-03-21 10:27 pm (UTC)Sven moved back up Davy's body to kiss him passionately, thrusting his tongue inside and groaning. Fuck! This was so hot---the singer couldn't help but to do more but he knew he couldn't. Not yet. So, he stroked along Davy's chest and belly with his palm then rested his head on the boy's chest.
"You're my prissy princess boyfriend."
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Date: 2023-03-21 10:31 pm (UTC)Davy pulled Sven in and opened his mouth to the Swede. Davy was in a similar situation, horny but he wasn't comfortable enough to get naked. He leaned in and started kissing on Sven's chest.
"You've been trying since Joey sent you with a drink." He grinned, legs spreading around Sven's leg and he couldn't resist the urge to press against him which shoved his thigh between the singer's legs too.
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Date: 2023-03-22 10:04 am (UTC)Sven gently bit Davy's earlobe as he began to grind slightly against that thigh now shoved between his legs. Fuck---that felt good. The Swede getting harder, knowing his might come in Joey's shorts if he got too aroused. He couldn't fuck the guitarist so maybe they'd grind against each other.
"You could tell it was Joey sending me with that drink?"
It wasn't exactly subtle but it still caused Sven to giggle.
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Date: 2023-03-22 10:16 am (UTC)"I saw him give it to you." Davy was watchful and even in a busy club things rarely went unnoticed. He can't keep his mind on that night though with Sven grinding on his leg. He meets the pace and presses himself against Sven's leg even harder than he was because he needs the friction. He's starting to feel desperate and bites down gently on Sven's shoulder.
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